Archive for June 19th, 2023

It is indeed late here. 03.38 am as I type.

A late night find here:

Found here: https://durbanchessclub.co.za/duhan.html

I do quite like being referred to as a chess researcher, and just perhaps, I really ought to pull my website back into shape and start doing some more research later in the year. And why’s that you ask? Put simply -it’s been a really tough year. So tough at times my behaviour underwent deviations I was unconversant with and of grave concern to those closest to me. But rest assured I don’t die. Let’s rewind to two cycling accidents in 2016/2017

Injury TypeQuantity
Major accidents2
Fractures in skull2
Broken bones1
Parts of bone lost1
Parts of brain dead1
Blood clots in brain1
Drill holes in skull5
Areas of damage to the nervous system1
Collapsed veins2
Stitches98
Seizures19
External injuries70
Resulting Psychological Conditions2
Areas of skin lost3
That adds up to 208!

I should have died many times over across several decades long before that but I do indeed have balls of steel. I have super-stamina also. There is tremendous bounce-backability in play too for life isn’t really about what knocks you down but much more about how you pick yourself back up. And so what is my point? Well, it really has been a tough year, and so to cheer myself up I have undertaken efforts to focus on my positive points more and bring them into play. Positive points bring optimism. I need optimism after the year I’ve had. The year needs a strong finale and so a return to something I enjoy and am good at will improve the site no end.

I shall get onto this once the summer is over ( I have to relocate twice during it)…

Me on da train ta Bedford Chess Club, jus’ weekz afta me 1st maja accident. Nov 2016 :-/

Mark. J. McCready 0407 am Monday 19th June 2023

An empty, dark, quiet room where I feel very alone, Luton.

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Boredom is a bitch. It’s a bastard too.

Of all the things I have done over the years, of all the avenues I go down if bored, of all the things.

In recent years I play chess online if I get bored. I did today.

I have put a stop to that but today was a tough day.

Inclement weather. Nothing to do. Deranged friends haranguing me.

Bloody tour of Luton in the rain.

In evening of chess which I didn’t really enjoy.

England is home…well sort of.

England can be tough.

It’s boring.

And boredom is a bitch.

No more online chess. Online chess no more.

MJM 😦

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