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“It is nobler to declare oneself wrong than to insist on being right –especially when one is right.”
― Nietzsche, Friedrich

On the morning of Saturday September 3rd 1988, I sat reading Simon Webb’s Chess for Tigers, in the spare room of my very first home, just up the road from where I am now. And although it may well be a false antitheses, his idea of playing the man/playing the board has stuck throughout the years…

My entry into the national league ended in victory, but a fortuitous one at that for I know not to play on emotions, but that I did…I won for the team but it was nothing to be proud of…

“The final reward of the dead – to die no more”
― Friedrich Nietzsche

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“You have your way. I have my way. As for the right way, the correct way, and the only way, it does not exist.”
― Friedrich Wilhelm Nietzsche

If contempt for familiarity exists, what then of unfamiliarity? With everything put ‘on ice’, as it were, what is it that remains habitual? Habit aside home is where the heart is and home is where my heart is… .

OTB chess is prohibited but online chess isn’t. The Bedfordshire league was where a homely me began my endeavours and unsurprisingly it is where my loyalties lie. After some thought, I have agreed to participate in the 4NCL, which began as the London league but has expanded into a national league. I chose to play for the only team which plays in the Bedfordshire league, Milton Keynes. Upon the eve of play words for me. The sense of occasion is, of course, lost with play online, and so too the sense of pride is lost. All I can really say is that I have the white pieces and my opponent won’t know what’s hit him… .

“Thoughts are the shadows of our feelings — always darker, emptier and simpler.”
― Friedrich Nietzsche

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Rocky Doll

Going to change my profile pic on chess.com but am undecided which of the pics below to choose.

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Hmm…

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I’m becoming concerned here as I prefer to engage in the workings of machinery rather than the appearance of them. What lies below isn’t an accurate reflection of how things are. Representing my county online and being the top player in the team depicts the absence of those who count more so than show who is present.

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The Numbers

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A mere 26 years on, since I ran away from the responsibility of being Tournament Organizer at my home club, I’m back at it again. The difference is, this time its all on-line quickplay stuff, which is a damn site easier to do than club championships where more than half never even shown up once!

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2021

2020 was

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1258 games online

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2B0Y2E0

2020 got struck down by the most irksome of all maladies did it not? I much prefer natural disasters over pandemics personally…hopefully this one will piss off sooner rather than later…

Chesswise 2020 has been my best year ever because I altered my style of play significantly and play much more actively and directly. The principle reasons for that is it was both long overdue and the psychological impact of applying pressure is understated, and significantly so. I think that sub-2000 mistakes are a certainty and aplenty, and if you apply pressure they are inevitable almost. So crack the whip I do in order to watch my opponent fall apart. The real skill comes finding the right moment to do so, and that’s not so easy, anyway…

With our offline lives being rendered irrelevant almost, I spent the last 6 months almost online at all times and played some 1000-1500 games, which helped solidify that shift in style to something I am proud of. If every cloud does have a silver lining, then you could argue the sense of occasion which was lost when OTB chess stopped made much more room for a ‘play to win’ mentality to emerge. An altered mindset emerged from which I pushed home all the way, and with chess theory now creeping back into the fray, since the calibre of my opponents is noticeably higher, I should reach my peak next year, and that is where the climb begins…

Yes, most probably if I applied myself solidly for five years I could reach FM level or be thereabouts but I don’t think I will give it all that. Getting over 2000 should suffice methinks…

Do enjoy 2021…

Olcmarcus

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