Bedfordshire 1983

Printer down, down, down. Sorry. Many images today are quite readable though.

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Confirmed here, whilst I was on holiday with my wife and daughter at the beautiful ski resort Bakuriani, Georgia, near scumbag Stalin’s home town. Click on the link but go to the pictures at the bottom for Edward Winter’s confirmation.

https://mccreadyandchess.com/2015/01/13/what-the-dickens/

 

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Bedfordshire 1982

Printer is out and unlikely to be resurrected. Not a huge problem as the quality of the images is improving but it is much harder than expected.

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Unbeliever?

‘Had enough of reinventing memories.’ Unbeliever -Therapy? 

Admittedly, the path to recovery is somewhat precipitous…

‘Don’t belong in this world or the next one.’ Unbeliever -Therapy? 

Not that its perilous…

‘Wasting every day to my own end.’ Unbeliever -Therapy? 

It’s just that…

‘Feeling awkward feeling clumsy hating.’ Unbeliever -Therapy? 

To avoid further seizures and hemorrhaging, which are likely to be fatal…

‘Everything I’ve ever done before.’ Unbeliever -Therapy? 

There are many things I must do…

Then you leave me like the others.’ Unbeliever -Therapy? 

Great news point number 1: so swiftly I recover so all doctors say…

‘Leave me too much time on my own.’ Unbeliever -Therapy? 

Great news point number 2: understand what they say well I do, although one or two small points I am an unbeliever of there are…

‘All I want is a trace of recognition.’ Unbeliever -Therapy? 

A finishing off: the blog continues and will continue on but should it ever cease, which based on the evidence presented is unlikely, well as stated in ‘Do you differ from the dead?’ you know why… .

‘Your silence is as heavy as my eyes.’ Unbeliever -Therapy? 

Bedfordshire 1981

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Bedfordshire 1980

I regret to say that the printer is not working at the moment, which has impaired the quality of some columns below. Generally they get better the further down they go. 1981 already complete and in much better quality, soon to be uploaded.
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Rapport shows the world once more what an original and inventive player he is by dismantling the current world number 6 with an attack and a 27th move that only he could find. Instantly across the net, especially on Twitter, GMs were in total disbelief. He is indeed so admirable, still my favourite player of today’s crop of GMs.

https://chess24.com/en/watch/live-tournaments/european-club-cup-2016/3/1/2

Life must be almost perfect for him right now, having got recently married.

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You decide. I think its Bobby but they are both funny! Very well scripted.

Watch this space

Irrespective of my health, remaining inactive simply isn’t possible. My fellow county players, you have much to look forward to as the past is accessible once more. I work 3 hours a day with microfiche and will begin publishing that found within days.

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The greatest chess-related victory in my life was bringing a child into the world who was born out of her father’s love of chess, as he met her mother at a tournament. Even her initials suggest that at one point, she was the world’s youngest GM -but by name not prowess (which is why I requested she had no middle name)! And also, the chess community we were central to at the time was truly overjoyed that we brought a child into the world because I took more interest in her mother than the demise of my defeated opponents at their tournament that year. Still today it is spoken about and of course they all love my daughter, being the happy child she is!

Here is a video that shows her entry into the world and her development there after. There are many references to and pictures of chess…oh, I should also add that when I lived in the UAE I was a professional photographer for a short while, so you will be able to establish which photos were shot be me with consulate ease. There’s some video too, you might find her reaction to her first introduction to chess amusing, I know I certainly do.

The one picture that indicates the location where the causal chain formed and resulted in her birth 541 days later is at the 7.35 mark, as the table in the background is where I first met her mother in the 5-star hotel where the tournament took place. I also want to say that I only use SLRs on a shoot, so putting together a video took quite some time but it does stand out far above all others. The pictures offer a chronology of her first 9 months and some great piano music lies within also. Enjoy!

Thankfully, my daughter did not lose her father last month. Let us hope she will have a loving father for now and forever more… .

How can I be sure I’m here?
The pills that I’ve been taking confuse me,
I need to know that someone sees that,
There’s nothing left, I simply am not here.

Porcupine Tree – Fear of a Blank Planet

Imagine you are a child, would a preference to play chess instead of play with an xbox remain simpatico after being offered both? For me yes. Some evidence, perhaps anachronistic perhaps not, is corroborated below.

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Yep that’s me, very early 1980s at Xmas party against a drunken family friend. I say that because I remember the photo being taken.

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Another Xmas party. That’s not my father, I never had one. I come from a broken Scots/Irish immigrant family on the roughest street of my whole town. Again I remember the photo taken, the gentleman in it was called Brian, I liked him very much.

Don’t try engaging me,
The vaguest of shrugs,
The prescription drugs,
You’ll never find a person inside.

Porcupine Tree – Fear of a Blank Planet

But if you watch the video below, shot about 15 miles south of where I am as I type, you may see that the youth of modern day England, if well-represented here, have an altogther different preference to mine -and just look at what it does to them! Deranged they are and a very sorry sight indeed! Those poor souls grow up in my same country as me but one that is rather foreign it must me said.

‘The past is a foreign country, they do things differently there.’ L. P. Hartley

Pity them you must and enjoy the guitaring you shall should you click on the video below.

Whilst the undefeated chess champion of my school, one of the very first things chess taught me about life is that society is hierarchical and that to ascend from circles predominately working class, to the acquiescent middle & upper-classes is essential because therein a communal interest can be embraced by those more distinguished, more able to broaden your horizon beyond what is intrinsic & extrinsic to our beautiful game as well as the community which flourishes within it and whatever remains extraneous to that…before I left school, unlike the kids in the video above, I learnt that life is contingent but subjugated by my own relentless and solitudinous study of chess and only chess.

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A champion enraptured by a solitudinuous study of chess with a fantastic taste in music already, don’t you think Metallica fans? I was already tactically astute at this stage: 9 months before this photo was taken, when Luton A played Leighton Buzzard C on March 24th 1988, I was playing on Board 3 wearing a green jumper and tore Lynn Rose apart over the board, he was rated 130. He couldn’t even make it to the time control!

“No one can construct for you the bridge upon which precisely you must cross the stream of life, no one but you yourself alone.”

Nietzsche